Sorry This Blog Is Not My Visual Diary

I have been asked to post some of my work on this blog. It is tempting, I love getting feedback on my work. It helps me to refine and guage the potential of a piece. Unless it's just the old "I like it, it's good" type of comment. It's nice to hear, but it just ain't helpful.

I started this blog as a place for me to get away from that part of me and to have a little bitch about it every now and then. This blog is not a showcase for what I do, it's an outlet for what's on my mind. I may not be very eloquent in the way I say it, but that's fine by me.

So I'm sorry to say you probably won't get to see that part of me here. Well not right now anyway.

I Love A Lot

I love your smile.
I love your thoughts.
I love your style.
I love your eyes. And the way you squint, because you're too lazy to put your glasses on.
In fact I love a lot about you. The only problem is...
I can't stand to be around you

Stupid In Lust

I have no idea why. but every time I fall for someone, I give myself completely. Even though I know that's a pretty dumb thing to do.

You should always keep some of yourself to yourself.

Lust, love and all that silly stuff. So amazingly wonderful when it's good.

Nothing else seems to matter that much . You can even start neglecting other people and obligations. It doesn't really seem to matter though.

Until that initial rush of a new relationship ends. And you kinda wake up from the lust coma.

This seems to be one of the most important parts of a relationship for me. It's one of those points, where you either move forward or you move on. It's also the part you start listening and seeing how it's impacting on everyone else that matters in your life.

I don't think it should be anyone else's decision. But I do think you need to listen and see how it's affecting your permanent circle. You may end up with this new person for a long time, you may not. But you will be with your family and good friends for a while, so it's important to listen.

I wish I didn't fall so hard, but I do. It makes me a little silly for a little while. But I always come back and look at the picture with clear eyes.

I'm extremely lucky I have such amazing friends and family. They stick by me and put up with my nonsense. And pull me aside if things are a little too unclear to me.

Thank you boys, girls and in betweens. I love you all!

Please Excuse The Absence

Due to severe laziness this blog is currently not updated.

It's Beginning To Start

I think...

Today didn't hold anything out of the ordinary for me.
Normal chores and normal routine.

But

For some reason it was a great day.
Not in a "wow you won't believe what happened" kind of way.
But in a way that felt special and just for me.

A sort of secret between me and "life".

I can't really tell you what or why.
Even though it was my secret. It wasn't quite shared with me.
But I know it's good and it's just for me.

After coming to the end of my amazing, normal day, I had a thought...

"I think it's about to start"

Pleasantly Boring

There isn't really any drama in my life at the moment.
Everything is moving along nicely and everything is quite, pleasant.

Now the problem is, my days have gotten decidedly, boring.

I'm sure this won't last long. It never does.
Whenever life gets nice or, pleasant, something always comes along and "makes a mess".

So for now I'm going to take advantage of this, quiet time.
Hopefully I'll get some long over due jobs done while I have less stress.

And maybe a little pampering is in order.

Okay so maybe I got a little jump on that today.
By going shopping for new makeup and lingerie and wandering into a spa for a little time out.

And just so I know things keep on going pleasantly boring for a little while longer.
I'm staying in and curling up on my old couch with some bad (yummy) food and movies.

Sorry Interwebs

Me and the Internet aren't getting along very well at the moment.
It could be my fault, maybe, possibly.
I think I hurt it's feelings.

I have taken a "break" from the Internet for a while.
We were spending a little too much time together.

Now that I'm trying to get back into it, the Internet doesn't seem to want me back.

It isn't even letting me see any my favourite blogs.

Same with all of my other usual Internet hangouts.
I've been shunned and plagued with more and more troubles than seems worth while.
I'm actually quite surprised it's letting me write this post.

Hopefully we can get back to normal now, and I can get on with my usual daily procrastination.

Sorry Interweb.
I'm back now!

xx Sophie Neutron xx