Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I love my family

I know they need me and I know they love me too. But I have had enough.

They aren't that bad, I just need to get away. I need some time to be alone and take care of me for a little while.

I'm harder on myself than they are on me, and they will understand if I take off. No one actually expected me to stick around for so long. I didn't intend to, but they needed me, so I make sure I'm always close.

It isn't their fault they need me, but they do. I feel so bad that I want to take off and live so far away. But I really feel I need to. I don't think I will last being so close to them for much longer.

I love my family and I will always be there for them. But if I can't do that from a distance, at least for a while, I'm going to explode.


  1. I know this exact feeling.
    I did this myself, packed up and left this year and moved to the other side of the country.
    Love doesn't die, no matter how far away you are :)
    If it's something you need to do then do it. I strongly think it is important.

  2. Hello miss Fox;
    I was feeling quite selfish having written this post. And I was a little worried it would come across different to how I meant it. I know other people must feel this way at times too but it makes me feel better being told by someone they have felt this way and taken action.
    Thank you so much...

    xx Sophie Neutron xx

    PS. I love your blog! :)

  3. I am so glad I am not the only one feeling this way!

  4. Hi Gwen;

    It is nice to know there are other people feeling this way. Sorta kinda :/

    Thank you for stopping by and letting me know there's another.

    I'm sure we wont really explode! :)